What do you do in times like this? ...When a dream you held close to your heart is shattered? ... When a loved one inadvertently bruises your heart... again?
I tell myself...
...this is silly, grow up!
... get over it, you have so many blessings!
... you love your man more than life itself, you are making this a bigger deal than it is!
... this is not a life altering event, your man loves you... he just has different dreams than you do.
... and my heart still hurts.
I pray...
... God, fix it!
.... LORD, I need you now!
... Heavenly Father, I don't want to hurt anymore! I want healing in my marriage.
.... and my heart still hurts.
... and then...
... a still, small voice whispers...
... I know the plans I have for you. Plans to give you a future and a hope. Let your plans go and embrace mine!
...a sweet, calm breeze flutters around my heart...
...my dream is shattered...
...but God's isn't...
