I've been struck lately at how fast time flies..
and how slowly my heart and mind keep the pace.
I look at my children every single day...
but do I really see them?
My heart sees this...
and my mind agrees...
my vision is faulty
and my perception is skewed
this is the new reality
and I can barely keep up.
so much less the child
and more the man
I say "no" less
and "I don't know"more
less black and white
and a lot more gray
parenting is now about
heart's issues... heart's cries
I thought this road of parenting
would get easier as we journeyed...
it's just a different kind of hard
I don't know how to do this...
I only know he takes my breath away